beautiful truth

2005-10-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

A-T- L-A-S-T-!

the exams are finally over...=) can relax le..lolx..

sumthin weird happen on mi wae home todae.
i was thinking bout smth.

then afternoon went out with rach and datou to plaze sing.. met so many ppl lo..haha..went to carrefour to buy pizza to eat...then we saw ren yao lo... scary like siao..lucky i back facing them..lolx..aftertat we go take neos~! =)

reach hm at bout juz b4 8 to watch the war and beauty..beri beri nice..haha..reaching climax lo..

other shit stuff happen...my head is hurtin like siao..gonna die le..but who the hell give a damm...

promises are signifies the lost of faith.
when faith is present..there is no nid fer a promise or a vow.
even when a promise is broken..it doesnt signify anithing..coz in the first place, the faith is already gone.
promises are signifies the lost of faith.

2005-09-16T23:42:00.000-07:00

i m tired. the exams are cumming....it like two more wks. and my results realli suck like hell lo. bloody shit. mi whole clz ish like doing so damm well. yarh. whole clz except me. mayb i m suppose to put in more effort as things are no longer like the past..everi one else is striving hard.working so hard. n here i m. slacking about. but seriously. u cant help feeling shitty went you get back a seriously 21.5/40 when everione else is scoring 30+. i barely pass lo. b-a-r-e-l-y p-a-s-s....wtf.
n todae recieve the exam time table. then we were like " lets highlight the papers we taking!" n GUESS WAD? the entire paper was high lighted. G-R-E-A-T...
n so many stuff happen lo. my head hurts. i m dyin awae. i m so tired. seriously too tired to think.
lol.
who cares aniwae...

u promise me le.
im so mad at myself for not being mad at you.
others kip tellin me your are wron.
n i myself noe it.
but i juz kip siding you.
kip letting you do all these stuff.
each time i prepare a whole lot of stuff to scold u about.
but when i tok to u i juz cant sae those words.
why. wad the hell m i doing..
i m gonna hai si ni.
when will u eva change.
dun juz sae.
actions speak louder than words.
i will hold on to my belief.
but plz.
plz dun let mi down.
plz.
plz.
plz.

coz i care. i still lurve you. even when i aint suppose to.

2005-09-11T00:37:00.000-07:00

attlast..! gonna finish the china video le! left the sound n DDDAADDDA~! lolx. haha. man zhu gan~!
lloootas thnx toooo rach n da tou =))

kk. chunqiudameng.i got the li gan le! muahahahaa~! i swear im gonna do this man! ursh~!

ren lei yin wei meng xiang er wei da. mei you meng xiang de ren sheng shi kong xu de.

hmm. gotta find mi destination. wad i reali want.. but sumtimes. its reali nt up to mi to decide ATALL...unless i wana be burenbuyibuxiaobuzhong..tiandaleipibudehaoshi lo.. dots. haix. i have no options. wad dey want me to do muz be rite. muz. so. let mi juz walk to road they path fer me. got i m not mature enuff to see which wae ish betta. i m too young. even after the os i m still too young..

havvda agree. 16 aint 20 but. cant i like try. just try.

although in the first place. i knew very clearly wad i m gonna face in the end. but i gave myself a reason to start.

then when terrible things start happening. i knew very clearly that the ending is gonna be 10 times worst...but i gave myself the reason to continue.

and at last. things finnaly turn bitter when ppl broke the broken hearts. i knew very clearly that the aftermath is sufacing...but i gave myself the reason to not regret.

the reason is simply euu.

but now. i cant think. i cant see. i cant hear.

coz i aint suppose to.

2005-09-06T00:55:00.000-07:00

haix. i cant hlp thinkin bout that thing again. i saw her and simply ignored her while she ignored me as well. ppl sae friendship w/o qurrallin n stuff aint a true friendship. but apprently mine jin bu qi kao yan. it fell. it fell. it fell. just liddat. i put in mi heart n wrote the word 'friendship' on the sand. the waves brought it into the sea. i wrote it again. the wind carried it away. i wrote it once more but u kick sand over it. n cover those words. haix. i aint suppose to care. coz it is onli making mi feel miserable. mayb i was wron. mayb i just blew up the entire matter. mayb there wasnt even any matter. mayb i m an idiot. mayb everything was started by me, as well as ended by me. mayb i m realli an idiot.
i duno whether i m regretting wadeva i did but i reali dun noe. its like. sumthin that meant a lot to you. just disappear. just like tat. or mayb the 'mean a lot thing' ish just my own wishful thinking. mayb i aint anithing. i m nth. nth. i dun wanna think bout this.but i juz cant gett it off mi head. especially ofter hearing wad they said. mayb its all mi fault that i got too petty n didnt cherish it. ya... mayb it is reali mi fault.

i hate myself fer being so pathetic. cant even let go of smth that hurt me terriblily. why. why. why. i m weak. weak. weak. haix.

dots. dun wana tok but tat le. depressin.
hmm. read i nice short story by zhang man juan. beri ns. then there is this paragraph. here is wad it says:

ai zhe yi ge ren de shi hou, wo men chao chu xiang xiang de yong gan, ye chao chu xiang xiang de cui ruo. ta de yi yan yi yu yi xiao du qian dong zhe wo men de qing xu. yin wei xiang jian wo men he deng de kai xin; yin wei li bie wo men sheng shang tong chu.

2005-09-04T22:07:00.000-07:00

hmm..okie. things got betta n now i feel beri guilty fer saying stuff liddat. i have no idea wad i m doing now. dun ask mi. i m just leading life like anioe else does. step by step. zhou yi bu kan yi bu. no goals.wad so eva. haix. n i hate it.

holidae every single dae muz go back to skool..frm 8am to like 3 pm. haix. tired. i nid a break. to sort out mi tots. i duno whether this is stress or wad la. but... i dun hab ani other options le. take this as a part of life. everyone have to go through dis. =)

ok. so i made a deal. i will hab to study hard fer mi end year coz i've already promise mi parents. so..i promise to work reali hard n put in enough in mi work n give mi very best. i m gonna prove them wron. show them that i aint deteriorating because of other stuff.. hmm.. i can do it de. jia you! n i noe u oso can de.believe in yaself as much as i believe in you. ukamcs!

okie. so todae i went to study n do mi maths trigo . nth special happen. juz tat i met a farni guy at mac. i order le then he stared at mi fer like 5 seconds and then sae "huh?" errrrrrrr..... lolx. at bit erm. haha. he like so blur de lo. mayb his first dae ba. lolx. then got one extremely tall guy walking about in mac saying " mac spicy double! mac spicy double!" lolx. he walk pass me then got shadow cover mi worksheet lo..haha. kovan reali got so many diff characters lo. haha. then is like juz mac. haha. farni dae.

hmm. this are the neos i took wib mi pri skool friends.. 6-10`02 rox!!!

top left corner..left to right
jon.michelle.mohandass.me.huijie.angeline.liyan.joey.chinkiong.jerome.jeremy.

31-o8-o5

top right corner..right to left
mohandass.me.liyan.angeline.michelle.huijie.jeremy.jerome.chinkiong.joey

31-o8-o5

hmm..kkz. great~! tml ish the start of the hols n i have to be skool by 8am. lolx. lessons...yawn.

the race is begining. fasten ya seat belts. n get ready.

2005-09-02T20:56:00.000-07:00

hmm. ytd mi n mi pri skool ppl went to mi teacher's hse..we did the sphere puzzle fer her. haa.did it fer like 4 hours. the dae b4 n ytd. beri nice lo. got lots of man zhu gan! gee =) ya. n at there we realli enjoyed ourselves lotss! mrs tan was nice. n we all really had a GREAT tok. duno drink how many zillion cans of coke n eat many durain puff. beri nic. haha. haha. then we osoo go take the neos n walk walk at kovan lo. then dey went to plae basketball at the cc n i went hm lo. coz mi parents wan mi to be home by 3 ma.

then got the superstar n....disappointed lo. haix.

then smth SHIT happen!! u noe wad. bloody hell. i scolded mi sista fer smth then she said smth bout mi n him n mi father was like"WHAT?" i diam n go slp. dun care. then dey fight n quarral till beri xiong. then mi mum cum mi rm n scold me sae ITS ALL MY FAULT........haix..haix..then dis morning mi father neber tok to mi at all lo. he ignored me. i duno y. i mean its like there is onli one reason but i m pray tat aint the reason lo..i believe wad mi sista said...haix. wad if he realli noe... then wads gonna happen? wad if he dun accpet n transfer me off to sum bloody place? nonononononnonono!!!! i reali reeli beri beri scared. i dun wanna **** ***.haix.

niyijinchenweiwoshenmingdeyibufen.wobunenggoumeiyouni.

ruoshiquleniwoyaozhenmehuo.

yongyuandenefenzhizuo.

je t'aime

2005-08-28T22:20:00.000-07:00

kkz. todae went to bugis wib xyzz to meet cynth. we all go take the neos. lolx. haha. then met him n went to national library. n go makan n home. dots. boring dae! haha

but ar. i tml got e maths test nehz! trigo. study half half lo. haha. sian. i m slacking off.......

thinking bout smth. smth i dun dare to think. wad if. wad if. wad if. this very one dae. they saw us.. together... with.......... wad is gonna happen. i dun daaaare to think. will they kill me. or kick me out of da house. or tok to mi no more coz i lied to them. or shud i simply tell them now...? will there be a difference? hai. i realli wanna continue. i m very happy dis wae. i havent been so happy before. but but but but....mayb neng man duo jiu jiu man duo jiu lo.... hai.

i dun wanna lie. it makes mi feel guilty n make me wanna cry. gimme one more year. i m gonna make this clear. they will accept us de. trust me. sorri.

2005-08-26T22:36:00.000-07:00

ok. the japan ppl cum to our skool todae =) they beri funni lo. their fashion sense is indeed unique..haha..then i usher two of them with nelz. haha. they all so cute lo. kip smiling. sweet people. geez. then sumthing stupid happen in clz. the person kip saying bout another person n whole morning gib mi tat bloody du lian bin. idiot. like ppl own that person money or wad. like becum mi fault. then hor. this extreme mugger score a bit lower then mi fer mi chem. then her face becum even blacker like bao jing tian. stupid de. i muz get lower than u liddat de ar. dammit. i make sure i score higher then u fer end year lo! ish u force me de. i dun wan study.then your face gib mi motivation lo! THNX!

dots. not ngry le. allow fa xie le.

haha.after that went to da library at toa payoh..hee.rach pei mi go.then when he cum she left. then after that mi n ta go walk walk n ....... n ....... =) haha.then go makan. buy stuff. walk walk. then beri funni. yida de qian chang hui starting at 730. then 645 the row nobody at all lo! alamak. yida gottat bad meh? i think he quite okie de ma. haha. but too bad la. hadda reach hm by 8. so left le lo. then he send mi home. =) todae rocks! =)

h xhkk gnkc xz gbmc. shkk cdzsg cn tr zozqs.

2005-08-24T00:04:00.000-07:00

haha. todae was one fun dae. mi clz ppl all go make fun of 2 ppl lo. haha. then so farni. that person like beri pissed but actually the person zai tou xiao. then that person oso kip saying 'enuff is enuff' then tou xiao again. lolx. they are enjoying themselves wad. lolx. haha. cute ppl. oh ya. got the skool magazine. KUKU~! the china the foto i was like.....dots. haha. nevertheless, got mi clz ppl to sign in mi bk. haha. beautiful memories to keep =) [3e1`o5_stonex]

then xu zhen rong n cheng yi feng came to the skool to do the "just shoot" flimming. haha. they got like 5 or 6 huge video cam lo. then those huge machines. lol. just one simple 1h30min episode need so much effort. haha. then xu zhen rong his eyes beri nice. but like got put contacts. duno la. nice jiu dui le. mi n cynth n xyzz n ah zhi left earli at 530 lo. haha.

then go take neos at the kovan. haha. beri farni lo.

mi n cynth!!

ah zhi n xyzzz!!

~foreva~

eeek!

tml got bio test lo.. sortta study le. but like sian sian de. eeek. but i promise myself to pass!!! musnt let.......down lo. keke. later he sae me again. hah. jia you jia you jia you!!!!

stupid bio. cute teacher. bleahz. =P

2005-08-22T23:08:00.000-07:00

heeeeex. todae i so so so so so happi. haha. i like mood swing until kinda scary. geez. but reali very hapi!!! eyeeeeeooooreeeeee~~~~!! haha.. reali beri surprise lo. n touched lo. heez.n happi!! thnx a trillion...muackz...lurrrve ya lotz..=) u rock mi wurl~~~!!!

ok ok ok ok. this is getin out of hand. i m gonna shtup. pai seh =)

actually. i dun realli wanna think about tat thing le. no point ba. xiang tong le. sumthings just happen. n get outtta hand. den let go. many other things geng zhi de ni zhen xi. sumthings just can't stay foreva. we gotta move on. this is life. let the past be the past. *smiles*

haha. in this life. whoeva ya meet. may they play anione big or small role in ya life. bu guan shi duo mo de duan zhan hai shi chang jiu ye du shi yi zhong yuan fen. the wurl ish huge. yet. among so so so so so many ppl. you meet them. ya fren. teachers. whoeva. aint it nice....? it is indeed a wonderful thing.
life is juz like a endless road. u will neva noe ya destination. u will neva noe wads ahead. sum ppl chose to seek for the destination that they ran n ran n ran. indeed. they move a lot faster but yet. they miss out the beautiful flowers along the road. the beautful sky. the beautilful stream. ironically. other ppl travelled along the same road. but they saw those flowers. the beautiful sky. the pretty stream. they enjoyed the whole journey. even when one dae. they were to get killed by sum oncomming truck they died with no regrets. coz through this entire jounery. they had great achivements. they made many true friends. who stood by their side in times of need. the world they saw was beautiful. but most unfortunately ppl who ran n missed out precious ppl along the way. would have simply died without knowing wad colour ish the sky.

we have a choice. live each dae to its fullest. =)

2005-08-20T22:41:00.000-07:00

okie. woke up at 8 fer no reason. idiot. coundnt slp at all lo. sux man. then went to skool to meet cynth n do the china video. stupid com. hang hang hang. idiot de. bleahz
then did till 1 plus. went to cynth's hse makan then go cafe noah n study bio. =D i swear i m gonna pass the next test well lo. i muz let mi bio teacher down =) zhiyuan..jia you! jia you! jia you!!!! geex.

ok. now. tok bout tat thing again. this is not worth mi time. i have been trying to tell myself:

i dun give a damm

i dun give a damm

i dun give a damm

i dun give a damm

i dun give a damm

ya. like real. i noe this is none of mi freaking business. i aint supose to poke mi nose in it. now. i m gonna wash my hands off you n everything concerning you. my words are jokes HA-HA-HA
i duno whether u changed or i havent seen the real you.

i m being treat like a fool. i tot u noe mi wib ya heart. n i tot i noe you.

things are getting bitter. i hate things to turn out dis wae.

its gonna be tough to turn things around. but i noe. even if there is a turnaround. it aint gonna be same again.never ever. haix...

for wadeva reason . mayb its juz my own imagination. or may it be a misunderstand. or may it be my stubborness. but wad i think i now. frm wadeva i witness. i will have to believe the ugilest truth.

i dun wanna be treated like a fool again.
i dun wanna be hurt again.
i dun wanna be your life jacket will u fall off the boat.

i told u there was a hole in the boat. but u treated mi like nth. threw mi aside. n board it. finnaly.ya boat gave way. n u grab on to mi. sae u r sorri.but no use. there is a hole in mi heart. i can't save u animore.

friendship is about trust. is about loyalty. so, plz dun insult the word 'friendship' again. thnx.

2005-08-19T22:45:00.000-07:00

hmm.. okie. first thing's first. the perfect square code..haha

aheiisnhnigsiyyi

this thing consist of 16 letters. the suare root od 16 ish 4. thus this word is called a "perfect square"..=) so. to decode. put the letters in a square side 4 by 4. like this

a h e i
i s n h
n i g s
i y y i

read downwards that upwards.=) get it? haha. lame diao=P

hmm.okie. training todae. then hab fun lo.. haha. quite long neber go le. then todae felt betta bout the bio thingy. haix. the previous i was like so damm depress. coz i fail mi bio. by half mark. ish i huo gai lo. then....=( mi bio teacher still sae " zhiyuan, wad happen? u didnt study ar?" i wanted to cry lo. cry. cryyy. no one cares. hai. i m alone. then the next dae he send mi home ma. then =)...realli realli ooye hxz. (3191995)

oh ya! todae i went to da hospital. coz mi aunt gib birth then we go see her. n da baby=D
SSOOOOOO CUTEEEEE LLLLO!! hahx. her pretty small face. pretty gal. hahx. she rocks lo!! ggeeex!

okie. this few dae. smth bad happen. i qurraled with a friend. sae i m petty or wadsoeva. but this is just too overboard. i cant accept it. okie? n wads more. for a guy. a guy. okie. i mean a fren u noe for 2 years can just be replaced by a guy u noe for 2 months? thanx man. i didnt understand such theory till 2 daes ago.
u changed. alot. despite wad others sae. i chose to believe u. until then. when i saw it happen. i witness it. thanx man. realli thanx.. thanx for teaching me sumthing new. thanx for erasing the word "loyalty" from mi vocab. u hurt me alot. onli now i realise mi words meant nth. nth at all. but still. thanx. thanx for hurting me 10 times anione can. thanx

2005-08-15T22:59:00.000-07:00

hmm.. todae was one lame dae. morning channel news asia came for the young directors' chair then they flim us tokin n stuf. then mi principal help us put on the collar pin n mi principal just cant get the pin into mi collar and mi principal kip poking n poking n poking till there ish such a big hole in mi collar. thanks man. mi principal.

then.assembly i hadda do the speech..eeeek. i so so so so nervous lo. haha. i was reali freaking out. but in the end it wasnt realli dat bad ba. haha. in turn out pretty well i guess ! but reali. a big big big than you to everione!! esp cynth, da tou, pin hui, xyzz, ah zhi, karen, rach!! i lurrve u ppl man!! hahah =) n thnx to all hu voted for mi!!! =D

hmm. but dunno y now like so moody lehx. esp during training. haix. stress ba..arg........ but glad that all these stuff over le. finnaly...*sad smile*

oh ya.. check dis out.

aheiisnhnigsiyyi =)...perfect square

2005-08-14T20:24:00.000-07:00

yepiiiiiiiiiiiiiie! i finish mi second book of xiao ao jiang hu le! beri happi. jin yong ish a good riter lo..! i lurvve his books man. hahx.. its so so so good that u just cant stop reading! rocks lo!! lin hu cong rox! =P

hmm.. todae i studied chinese. bleahx. for the last test i m so so so dead lo. i didnt even noe which page to which page. coz u noe y? i dun noe got test! kuku lo. ish either i m blur or i m blur...eeeek. okie. so i m studying hard for this test lo. bleah. later kena nagged by phan lao shi..haha =P

hmm. then bout 2plus went to da library.. to study chem lo. then met up wib him n go makan lo. haha..hadda gd time =)

but for now i m so so so dead lo. i just found out i got ss test tml!!! then guess wads more>>>? I NEBER BRING BACK MY BOOOOOOK!!!!!! i m so dead...=( idiot de...arg!!!!! how how how?? wah biang. i so blur de. dammit. i dun nid to pass le lo. i dun even noe wad chapter lehz....die die die die die die. how how how...

eeeek. shited.

2005-08-09T23:57:00.000-07:00

yeeahhx! WILBER came todae lehz.his qian chang hui at IMM this morning..! geex~! he pei me go then mi hlp wb buy cd n got it signed! hahx. wilber damm cute lo. but i think i wait fer beri long. stood there fer 2 hours lehx.hehex. but worth it! =P hahax.wilber shook mi hand lo!!! ARGG..e so cute!!!

hahx..todae was so damm great man..many stuff happen. then i frm morning 9am to 1130pm at night outside lo. wib...... then so fun!

at night we go watch fireworks. it realli rock man! so pretty. the whole place was over crowded. it was simply fantastic. i felt realli great at the spilt moment when all the fireworks appeared. reali reali reali reali beautiful. it ish so different frm watching it frm the television. u cant reali feel it. but just outside the esplanade. it realli felt great!! the scenary oso damm beautiful....i think this would be one of the happiest moment in my life. esp when........ hmm..this rocks!

yan hua ru ci de mei li. ru ci de can lan. que you ru ci de duan zhan. dan sha shi jian bian wu ying wu zhong.

yan hua de duan zhan jiao hui le wo men que zhen xi. zhan sheng bian de ren. te bie shi ni....

2005-08-08T23:23:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!~~~~ WILBER CUMMING TML!!! whuhuuuu!! hehez.i damm happi lo! haha..! heex. then he pei me go.=) later go see fireworks! weehx.! will be damm nice lo!!!! geex! cant wait fer tml man..hahx

okiex.todae we had the badminton graduation..hmm..it was great. then beri touvhing lo..some of the seniors cry..=( but realli.. all the best to all of you man! you all reali rock! ~ =) then the food oso beri nice! CAFE NOAH~! weeeuuuuweet~! hahx.duno y todae beri high.but......haix.

i dun wannt ani one to get hurt. especially my fren.
but sum stuff juz can't be hlp.
even if i let goo.
........
i noe wadeva i sae can neva make u feel less hurt.
but i stil gotta sae.
sorry.
really sorry.

cfo, j mvwff zpv gpsfwb......

2005-08-06T16:48:00.000-07:00

hmm..ytd the 60th thingy realli rocks lo!! mi clz was so high.. then everione shout the tsunami thingy!! pai seh larhz..shan zhi...!~ wuhuuuuuu!!!! then i go pull mrs chow n we form a circle around her..SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!~~

lolx...so farni lo!~~threeEone rocks man! hahax..all so enthu lo! TSUNAMI!! ~ happy birthdae XINMIN! geex! the performance were realli great man! esp opera! hahax~uniform grps oso beri qiang..! n choir, guzheng ,band plus chinese dance..everione ws great!!

hmm..realli hab a good time..the ta tou n rach go get the teachers signature...arg! idiot de! they go get his signature lo! arbish..hahax.oh ya..national dae wilber cumming!! i looking forward lo!! wilber rocks!!!

left the skool at about 10 den he sent me home lo..geex.

ytd was reaali great man!

2005-08-05T09:30:00.000-07:00

hmm...just woke up..todae xinmin's liu shi da shou!! happy bdae xinmin!! hahx..then later the 60th anniversary celebrations! yeah~!! me rach n mayb jz doing teh xinmedia booth..everione cum see. i lurvee tat video lo...got man zhu gan! =P hahax..todae beri high..dunno y lehx.lolx got 2 nice nice songs..westlife de!!

westlife..when a women loves a man

When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
The only moment in a life
That happens the same time
Is when a woman loves a man

She'll be a mother and a child
Sacrifice her days and nights
And no other will exsist
She'll put her life in every kiss
When a woman loves a man

And you'll be amazed at when you're stumbling
She'll fight for you
And won't let you give in
She'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man

A soothing breeze always blows
Somebody understands another soul
It's like the planets have aligned
Every sentence has a rhyme
When a woman loves a man

Oh, you'll be amazed how when
You're needing it
She'll fight for you
From the begining to the end
And she'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man

It's the greatest gift of all
Knowing tht unconditionally
She'll catch you when you fall
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Oooohh, yeah
When a woman loves a man

When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
She'll be a mother and a child
But all at the same time
When a woman loves a man

She'll be your air,
She'll bring you life
She'll make me sacrifice
When a woman loves a man

westlife...what do they know..

Bryan: All they know Is when we fight
They never see us in the loving times
What do they know
They don't know A thing

Mark: And they don't know
How the laughter flies
Only the stories
Most of which are lies
What do they know
They don't know A thing

Shane: How can you understand
A love so strong
When you never shared that with someone
And when all the lies are dead and gone
We'll still be here
We'll prove them wrong
Mark: Cause they don't feel
Your touch at night
The way your hair falls in the morning light
What do they know
They don't know A thing

Bryan: How can you understand
A love so strong
When you never shared that with someone
And when all the lies are dead and gone
We'll still be here
We'll prove them wrong

Shane: Cause all they know is how to criticize
They'll never take a chance in their own lives
What do they know They dont know A thing
And all I know
Is they don't know a thing

2005-08-03T22:42:00.000-07:00

*yawn* just came back frm skool..coz got the rehersal thingy plus the chinese stuff..
furthermore, i m so ill lo! ytd he pei me go doc..i couldnt even tok le. then todae still havent ok lehx. the doc medicine like no use one..but got another cure =P
so now..i m sneezing n coughing while typing..dis sux man! arg! den still got home work muz...n havent do yet lo..haix.. dun think i am gonna do le..ms quek's..bleahx
then ytd or the dae before ytd..he told me some stuff lo..then it was..erm..shocking? lolx.aiya..there is nth i can do or wad lo..dis is a free world..democracy? haiya..its all up to him larhx..realli lo..
todae many stuff happen..TCC beri piss by his mdc ppl lo...attitude sux man...! he beri ke lian le lo. horrible ppl..
then i finally completed that video..just started todae n finished it todae..qiang lehx.! then will be featured during the 60th anniversary..lolx..duno whether can or not lehx..dun hab confidence..haix..
he oso sick lehx..hope he get well soon lo! he call me go slp earli..so tats wad i am gonna do now.. hope he oso slp earli lo....! dunno whether he slp le..reali reali reali miss him..lots! nites!

2005-08-01T00:10:00.000-07:00

hmm..just finish doing this blog thingy..tml then try get the tag board...yawn...pass 12 le.. tml got skool..sian. hehex..but got bio.then assembly hab opera oso.! haha..mayb after tat can skip training n do the video..lolx.china one..think gonna be rather tough..but can de larhx!

actually todae wanna go library de.. then mayb can.... but in the end my cousins came lehx..hahx.then we when to kovan to take neos..! =P haix..miss him..but..its so different now..

if i hadden noe u so soon..wud things be diff?
it i hadden noe u sooner..wud things be diff?
destiny is such a funny thing..
everyone is brought about by fate..
u just cant control sum stuff...it just happen.
u cant stop it..
no matter how much u force yaself to
it still happen.
this ish your destiny.

2005-07-31T01:06:00.000-07:00

just testing out...